[ Heavier Than Heaven ]

Kami Bertiga - Sapardi Djoko Damono. 1982

2009-11-03T04:31:00.005+08:00

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dalam kamar ini kami bertiga : aku, pisau dan kata - kalian tahu, pisau barulah pisau kalau ada darah dimatanya .... tak peduli darahku atau darah kata.

. . .

Post-raya interior update. =)

2009-10-06T02:02:00.009+08:00

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Bila kita tak bole study utk exam di esok hari...atau menyiapkn presentation boards yg dh 6 hari overdue....kite ngeblog! =P

Studio Renderings: BMW-Sauber F1 Car

2009-09-17T20:55:00.005+08:00

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More updates. =)

September update: Studio renderings

2009-09-17T13:20:00.010+08:00

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Nothing much to update....just some 3D renderings exercise tht i've done after "bersahur" earlier this morning to keep my fingers from getting rusted.

Happy viewing. =)

click image for larger view.

This is the replica model of the 2003 2fast 2furious Nissan Skyline R34 that had been driven in the movie by Detective Brain O' Connor (played by Paul Walker) . Details are being put down up to the racing stripes vinyls and manufacturer's decals.

Am going back to kedah tonight....so, Selamat Hari Raya & Maaf Zahir Batin =)

Double "Semi-D" trouble.

2009-07-05T11:59:00.022+08:00

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Last week was a very hectic one. Two days after submitting my final design portfolio, jobs calling start pitching down the doorsteps!

And like usual, noting much in term of wordings.... just some of my recent works from the "freelance" folder. Enjoy it...and have a nice day =)

Puncak Alam Detached Bungalow.
Client: PKNS

Master Bedroom

Master Bedroom

Family Area

Kitchen

Kitchen

Bedroom 1

Bedroom 1

Living & Dining

Semi-D Bugalow @ Syeksen 9 - S.Alam.
Client: Mr Sulaiman Ghani.

Nothing Much in-term of renderings...just some structural renovation proposal done by a lecturer and a good friend of mine Sir Hailane.

Bumbung "limas" ape ntah yg sangat2 menyakitkan hati! tp bak kate sir....."ini semua ilmu geometri je nih!~~" hahaha..=)

...to be continue. malas nk upload thanks to the bitchy network connection!

April's Job.

2009-05-10T21:44:00.024+08:00

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Its been quite a while since my last post....nothing much to share, been extremely busy juggling between school's assignment and freelance job.

So here's the answer to the "un-reply" msgs/ comments/ etc...nothing much, just some of my interior renderings from the "freelance job" folder. =)

Type-B1 - Kasturi Idaman, Kota Damansara. Client: PKNS

Type-A - Kasturi Idaman, Kota Damansara. Client: PKNS

GLOMAC showroom unit, Bangi. Client: GLOMAC Berhad.

G.M Office layout. Client: PKNS

Work on progress. 2 stories bungalow at S2, S.Alam. Client: Dato' Dr. Abd Halim (UMW CEO.)

to be continued.....x larat nk upload....esok ade submission b.tech!!!!~~~ =((

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2009-03-10T20:30:00.004+08:00

1. I am confused by stairs.

2. My earwax looks like Ikano hot dog mustard.

3. There's an airport in Russia named after me.

4. Only strangers call me by my real name. Family members & friends back in mrsm pdrm call me "Bob". Some of my friend back in kedah call me "A-A". From mrsm taiping to limkokwing call me Abu.

5. I am terrified of "itik angsa".

6. I've never fall in love....crush byk...but zero love. serius! hehe..

7. I am nearly banned by the "Persatuan Pengusaha Restoran India Muslim".

8. The outline of my left nipple is exactly the same shape as the Sepang circuit.

9. If given an important job to do, i'll skive off and play "solitaire".

10. If you insult my "deformed" car, i will headbutt you in the chest.

11. For some reason, I am allergic to the people working in black uniform.

12. If you tune your radio to 88.4 FM you can actually hear my thoughts.

13. I once punched a goat to the ground.

14. My politics are terrifying.

15. I like WonderPets.

16. I have no understanding of clouds.

17. I swims like a retarded whale.

18. I has named every single ayam kampung inside the "reban ayam" back in kedah.

19. I finds my bed is more interesting than Keira Knightley coated in honey.

20. I don't share my foods!

21. I watch hindustan movie on Saturday afternoon.

22. Went to gym last month......that's it.

23. I use women deodorant - Enchanteur perisa "Charming" .

24. according to Naz, my name literally means "titian sirat" in japanese.... for real! its called the "red swamp" - the river that separate heaven and hell. hohohoho...

25. I have exactly RM1.40 in my wallet right now. =(

Freelance Corporate Branding Job

2009-02-05T20:36:00.007+08:00

Normal Packaging (250grams bottle)

Sachet Designs (20grams)

Recent Freelance Job: Flash Website

2009-01-24T02:26:00.005+08:00

This is the recent job that I manage to complete during this super long semester holiday. A flash website for a beauty based company originates from Ampang called Zubides Marketing Resources. Took me around 1 1/2 week to complete it from initial sketches to domain registration.

Nothing much in term of interactivity, just a simple online catalogue for the company to broaden their customer prospects.

Even thou there are problems and glitches here and there, this job had served me as a good mental vacation after weeks of AutoCAD and Sketchup.

Feel free to have a look =) www.zubides.cjb.net

My slumdog millionaire serendipity (fate/karma).

2009-01-22T04:02:00.005+08:00

I just finished watching "serendipity", a romantic comedy movie stars kate beckinsale and john cusack about a couple that decided to gamble their relationship on destiny and seven years later finds themselves reunites by several fates.

Rangkap di atas sebenarnya hanyalah sekadar pembuka kata kepada tema nota ini iaitu "fate".

"Anuar has once again, for the fourth times...idiotically downloaded the "Spanish" version of slumdog millionaire! Nice sense of humor Ares!! Grrr.... 8:19pm Jan 16."

That was my facebook status a couple of days back....and guess what, after decided to give it another shot at the movie after strongly being convinced by a good friend of mine...this was the final downloaded result:

*click to enlarge the image.

*Haram jadah....mmg dh ditakdirkn kot xde jodoh ngan cite neh!

Petang td....aku rase aku baru selesaikan satu masalah yg selama neh menghantui penduduk planet bumi neh!

2009-01-16T02:29:00.004+08:00

Hamper sume org penah dihantui dgn teka-teki...."Antara ayam dan telur, yg mane wujud dulu?". (in English: Which one came first, the chicken or the egg? )

Hurm...petang td...semasa tgh makan keropok cerut, aku menonton National Geographic..cite pasal dinasour...selepas itu..aku pon berfikir

"Hurm...buat teka-teki pasal dinasour ntuk lawan teka-teki mlm ni best jugak." (sedikit trivia: smalam aku kalah teruk kepada teka-teki pau kaya oleh Sol....GrrrRRrr~~~)

Pikir punya pikir....x dapat2 jugak idea nk buat teka teki pasal dinasor...pastu tetibe...kluar gambar pasal mak dinasour tgh bertelur.... Lepas tuh, otak aku yg bergeliga ni pon terus mcm...PUPP!!!!!!!!

" eh??? EHHHH???!!!!!!!!"

disertai dgn suara en. hati aku.....

"Huish! kalo jual kt ripley's beleive it or not...buleh kayo neh!"

Ok...berbalik kepada masalah ayam dan telur....pada pendapat anda ya....yg mana wujud dulu?

seorang rakan yg cuba menjawab ada memberikn jawapan "ayam" disertai dgn hujah yg agak educated yg berbunyi:

pemalar x: aku rase ayam kot
Anuar Neutron: sebabnye?
pemalar x: sbb mcm manusia pun diciptakan manusia dulu
pemalar x: bukan diciptakan sperm and ovum dulu
pemalar x: ahaha
pemalar x: tu kot

hurm....agak saintifik disitu...tetapi malang sekali...mengikut skema yg telah aku hasilkn petang td...jawapan tu SALAH!

Jawapan die........Telur/ Egg.

sebab die.....

sbb dinasor....hehe....sbb dinasour laid "EGGS" long before there were chickens! HAhahahahaha!!~~

Bijak x aku? see......sape ckp aku bengap!!!

Aku baru selesaikn satu masalah yg membelenggu makhluk planet bumi sejak Adam diciptakan! Mmg x dpt disangkal jawapan dan hujah tu! Cubalah anda berjumpa dgn professor anda...dan bertanyakn kpd die ttg penemuan aku neh..konfem tanpe segan silu dan konfidennye die bersetuju! X dpt nk disangkal lagi...Sungguh kukuh skali hujah aku tu! theehehee..=P

Sekian. =)

Sexiest Male Professional!

2009-01-11T04:20:00.003+08:00

*Excerpt from a Yahoo Messenger conversations*

farafiqa: ang amik arkitek pasaipa plak
farafiqa: la ni dok jd penyajak lg tak?
farafiqa: :)
Anuar Neutron: hahahaha....
Anuar Neutron: come on....arkitek la the sexiest male professional ever!
Anuar Neutron: theeheehee....
Anuar Neutron: skrang dh x bersajak dh....
Anuar Neutron: rindu plak zaman dulu2..

*end*

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This is very irony, but when being asked by a junior of mine...of what makes me pick architecture in the first place...that was my response. Seriously shit...!

Little did i know...couple of days later....i found this article on a display photograph of an extend friend.

Yeah!! A stone cold proven actuality that we are indeed "The Sexiest Male Professional Ever!".

Hehe. =)

Eat that lawyers, doctors, professors and engineers!!

theehehee =P

Open Letter from Tun to Barack Hussein Obama

2009-01-02T11:57:00.003+08:00

This was a very BOLD and BEAUTIFUL open letter from Tun to the newly elected US president. His clarity and strong mind on many current issues, locally and internationally is something that the present is lacking of. Hmmmphh...

Mahathir, 2009, Open Letter to Barack Hussein Obama President-elect of the United States of America, online, retrieved 02 January 2009, from http://www.chedet.cc <-----wah....Harvard referencing format neh! kakakaka...lama x buat.

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Open Letter to Barack Hussein Obama President-elect of the United States of America

I did not vote for you in the Presidential Election because I am Malaysian.

But I consider myself one of your constituents because what you do or say will affect me and my country as well.

I welcome your promise to change. Certainly your country, the United States of America need a lot of changes.
That is because America and Americans have become the best hated people in the world. Even Europeans dislike your arrogance. Yet you were once admired and liked because you freed a lot of countries from conquest and subjugation.

It is the custom on New Year's day for people to make resolutions. You must have listed your good resolutions already. But may I politely suggest that you also resolve to do the following in pursuit of Change.

1) Stop killing people. The United States is too fond of killing people in order to achieve its objectives. You call it war, but today's wars are not about professional soldiers fighting and killing each other. It is about killing people, ordinary innocent people by the hundreds of thousands. Whole countries will be devastated.

War is primitive, the cavemen's way of dealing with a problem. Stop your arms build up and your planning for future wars.

2) Stop indiscriminate support of Israeli killers with your money and your weapons. The planes and the bombs killing the people of Gaza are from you.

3) Stop applying sanctions against countries which cannot do the same against you.

In Iraq your sanctions killed 500,000 children through depriving them of medicine and food. Others were born deformed.

What have you achieved with this cruelty? Nothing except the hatred of the victims and right-thinking people.

4) Stop your scientists and researchers from inventing new and more diabolical weapons to kill more people more efficiently.

5) Stop your arms manufacturers from producing them. Stop your sales of arms to the world. It is blood money that you earn. It is un-Christian.

6) Stop trying to democratize all the countries of the world. Democracy may work for the United States but it does not always work for other countries.

Don't kill people because they are not democratic. Your crusade to democratize countries has killed more people than the authoritarian Governments which you overthrew. And you have not succeeded anyway.

7) Stop the casinos which you call financial institutions. Stop hedge funds, derivatives and currency trading. Stop banks from lending non-existent money by the billions.

Regulate and supervise your banks. Jail the miscreants who made profits from abusing the system.

8) Sign the Kyoto Protocol and other international agreements.

9) Show respect for the United Nations.

I have many other resolutions for change which I think you should consider and undertake.

But I think you have enough on your plate for this 2009th year of the Christian Era.

If you can do only a few of what I suggest you will be remembered by the world as a great leader. Then the United States will again be the most admired nation. Your embassies will be able to take down the high fences and razor-wire coils that surround them.

May I wish you a Happy New Year and a great Presidency.

Yours Sincerely,

Dr Mahathir bin Mohamad
(Former Prime Minister of Malaysia)

Victorian English Bungalow

2009-01-01T02:45:00.008+08:00

An on going freelance job...not too perfect on the rendering quality..facing lots of problem with the visopt settings and finding the correct HDRI mappings, still tweaking every single settings tht i could..laptop pon LEMBAB mcm badak zoo melaka!..but anyway, i think its good to keep my blog updates =)

This is an interior proposal for a 4-stories-height bungalow in country heights, bangi milik co-founder Masterskill College (kolej jururawat). The owner wanted to synchronize it into a "Victorian English" style villa. (Phewww!~~~ sangat la byk details tang column2/ kerawang2 kt tingkap & pintu/ etc...plus menghadapi kesukaran mencari furniture tht fits into the theme ...hadoi~)

Cross sectional dwg.

Master Bedroom

Master Bedroom from another view

2nd Family & Dining room (hahahaha....mcm hampeh!)

Salam Maal Hijrah & Happy New Year. All the best, and hav a great year ahead ;)

....to be continue =) .

Saturday afternoon

2008-11-22T11:20:00.002+08:00

i've killed a mosquito,
then i realized-
what a lonely nap it is
....without the buzzing noise of that mosquito.

Interior & exterior Modeling + Renderings

2008-11-20T04:14:00.006+08:00

A freelance job from an Indonesian girl. Her final assignment for Interior Architecture. Not much in term of renderings quality as she only have a small budget and little time to catch for her submission dateline.

My first Haiku.

2008-11-20T04:08:00.000+08:00

A man, just one -
also a laptop, just one -
in the huge drawing room sitting with a yellow redbull.

* Tadashi, how's my haiku? acceptable?

=) hehe~

*Saya malas menulis...jadi saya post gamba2. =)

2008-10-17T20:43:00.008+08:00

Recent Freelance Job

This few renderings are works on progress of a freelance job that being offered by a lecturer, and a good friend of mine. Its an interior layout proposal for the the newly build Majlis Perbandaran Sungai Petani (MPSP).

Just to share with you people a piece of cake of what kind of life I'm living in.

...to be continue =)

Selamat Pagi Cinta =)

2008-09-03T04:44:00.003+08:00

* A work on progress from my "Homemade Jam!" folder. A simple song about love & hope. =) *

Kupu kupu
Oh kupu-kupu di rumput
tolong aku
buang kelu di mulut

Oh hatiku
Mengapa berdegup laju
Tiap kali
Dia lembut berlalu

Oh ini-kah maksud cinta telah hadir di jiwa
Tapi mengapa ku gemuruh, mahu mengakuinya
Oh tuhan tolonglah, bimbingku, menyusun kata-kata
Untuk ku lagukan ayat-ayat cinta, ke jiwanya.

Si jelita
Cintamu, milik siapa?
Andai tiada
Bolehkah ku milikinya?

8030 HARI.

2008-09-03T04:20:00.002+08:00

8030 hari...
Aku sudah tidak keliru
Tentang kenapa rumput itu hijau..langit itu biru,

8030 hari...
Telah banyak aku conteng dan lukis
Dari pelangi ke fotosintesis,

8030 hari...
Bermacam lawan bertukar kawan
Bermacam kawan sudah aku lawan,

8030 hari...
Berbaris resolusi gagal aku dipenuhi
Otak banyak korupsi dari revolusi,

8030 hari...
Hari-hari harap dicintai
Tapi hari-hari tetap sendiri...menanti..tak pasti.

8030 hari...
Bergunung dosa dari taubat
Adoi~~~' Ape la nasib aku dekat akhirat?

30/08/2008, 8030 hari....and still counting.

Pesanan dari seorang kawan

2008-03-30T23:10:00.001+08:00

Pada hari kiamat akan keluar seekor binatang dari neraka jahanam yang bernama 'Huraisy' berasal dari anak kala jengking. Besarnya Huraisy ini dari timur hingga ke barat. Panjangnya pula seperti jarak langit dan bumi.

Malaikat Jibril bertanya : 'Hai Huraisy! Engkau hendak ke mana dan siapa yang kau cari?' Huraisy pun menjawab, 'Aku mahu mencari lima orang.' '

Pertama, orang yang meninggalkan sembahyang.

Kedua, orang yang tidak mahu keluarkan zakat.

Ketiga, orang yang derhaka kepada ibubapanya.

Keempat, orang yang bercakap tentang dunia di dalam masjid.

Kelima, orang yang suka minum arak.'

.....Wallahualam.

Time aku kecik dulu..

2008-02-19T02:54:00.000+08:00

Aku ingat lagi dulu-dulu...
Buat layang-layang dari lidi penyapu,
Main jengkek bawah rumah sementara tunggu kawan-kawan datang mengaji,
Laman luas Tok Siah tempat kami main lom....rounders... konda-kondi,
Main guli dengan Awang, Chup, On, Maksu Siti, kakak aku Yon...dan Edi,
Selalu kami bergaduh.....tapi kami cukup happy =)

Aku dengan adik aku Edi selalu berangan atas pokok mangga belakang rumah kami...
Konon-konon tu markas rahsia kami,
Guna papan lapik katil...lepas tu angkat letak atas pokok mangga tadi,
Kerengga banyak...tapi kami tak peduli,
Rasanya...itulah "senibina" pertama aku dan Edi.

Tiap-tiap pagi aku kayuh basikal dari rumah pegi sekolah
Jauh tu takla...macam dari Tol LDP sampai Limkokwing
Tapi pelik...tak penah aku rasa jauh...maybe sebab udara sejuk, kiri kanan ada sawah padi...

Setiap hari Isnin ada pasar malam dekat dengan sekolah kami,
Macam-macam orang jual...tp seingat aku la...aku cuma beli burger daging..
Jarang beli benda lain...cuma excited lebih dapat kayuh basikal pergi pasar malam ni.

Waktu darjah empat dulu Abah bukak studio jamming dekat rumah kami,
Abah main drum dalam band dia....kadang-kadang sambil menyanyi,
Aku selalu berdiri sebelah Abah time dia main drum...penuh kagum sambil pegang tambourin...
Kalau Abah outstation, aku kene take-over jaga studio ni...
Nak harap mak dengan adik beradik yang lain...dorang ni buta muzik sikit...
Aku la yg selalu kena set-up studio....cukup sejam dapat la 18 Ringgit..
Dengan brader-brader ni la aku belajar 60's TV....Fight for your right dan Smeels like teen spirits...

Raya puasa dulu-dulu best weh!!!!
Aku suka raya dekat kampung Abah kt johor...
Banyak sikit dapat duit raya compare dekat sg. petani....:P
Hari-hari beli jajan...ais-krim pop...main tikam...takpon game yg keluar kacang tu...kayakan kedai muthusami..
Kalo nk mercun kena jalan jauh sikit...pergi kedai vello...
Ade bunga api kertas...bunga api besi....bunga api yg warna-warni...mercun papan....mercun roket...macam-macam lagi...
Atok dengan orang2 tua yang lain dok sibuk buat sarung ketupat jawi...
Dorang cakap jawa weh!! Sepatah haram aku ngan sedara yg lain tak paham..pening...
Slalunya...bila habis raya...aku akan bawak stock mercun balik sg. petani....
Bukan nk buat bisnes...tp susah nk dapat mercun kt sini..:P

Tapi kalau raya haji....dekat kedah happening lagi...
Banyak lembu kene tumbang...buat aqiqah ngan kenduri,
Tok, mak ngan makcik2 aku yg lain slalunya sibuk buat ketupat pulut ngan kueh-kueh...
Tok wah dok busy sediakan ayam kampung...tak pun itek untuk buat kari....
Tengah hari tiap2 raya korban pergi dekat Sadar...ambil daging...
Lepas tuh balik apa lagi...kumpul semua daging....kami buat party..:P

..to be continued.

Mak(tinggal separuh)-Awie-Edi-Makcik Miza-Aku-Maksu Siti-Yon

Dunia Sudah Tua

2008-01-25T15:04:00.000+08:00

Bumiku
Tak sehijau ingatanku
Tak seindah mimpiku
Tak secantik harapanku....

Langitku
Tiada lagi birumu
Kemana hilang burung-burung
Mengapa hanya ada mendung...

Duniaku
Marahkah kau kepadaku
Mungkinkah ini maksudmu
Dirimu tenat uzur..

...ayat ayat CINTA.

2008-01-25T11:59:00.000+08:00

some beautiful words taken from the latest movie tht i've watch =)

Wahai orang yang lembut hatinya...
Aku tiada siapapun kecuali Allah dihatiku...
Aku ingin menjadi yang halal bagimu...
Yang akan kau kucup keningnya...

( ayat ayat cinta : Salman Aristo/ Ginatri Noir )

" Namun, harusku tinggalkan cinta,ketika ku bersujud...ketika ku bersujud. " -rossa, ost, ayat2 cinta-

...puisi #1

2008-01-24T22:30:00.000+08:00

Bukan pada biru awan di langit...
bukannya di sebalik kicau burung dan menari rumput dibumi...
melainkan pada jiwa ini....
terdapat zikir indah menyanyi-nyanyi.

Life is a song by Patrick Park

2007-09-10T23:42:00.000+08:00

I'm having difficulties posting new blogs for the past
few months...little that i know that I've key in the
wrong user name and directed me to somebody else account. =p

So...for a fresh start, here's one of the song the I'll
play whenever I need to take a break from getting more
serious brain injuries caused by the nerve-wrecking
assignments.


So,yeah.....its called, "Life is a song", and
originally done by Patrick Park.
* this song were played during the last episode of The O.C.


Life is a song - Patrick Park

Chords used:
F  133211
C  x32010
Am x02210
G  320033
Gm 355333
Dm xx0231


Intro:
F C

C                                G
You say life is a dream where we can't say what we mean
Am              G              F
Maybe just some roadside scene that we're driving past
C                                      G
There's no telling where we'll be in a day or in a week
C              G                 F
And there's no promises of peace or of happiness


C                             G
Well is this why you cling to every little thing
Am                G                 F
And polverize and derrange all your senses
C                         G
Maybe life is a song but you're scared to song along
C         G    F
Until the very ending


G        Am          G           F                C
Oh, it's time to let go of everything we used to know
Am         G                    F
Ideas that strengthen who we've been
Am               G               F             C
It's time to cut ties that won't ever free our minds
Am              G                         F
From the chains and shackles that they're in


G                        C
Oh, tell me what good is saying that you're free
G
In a dark and storming sea
Am                     G               F
You're chained to your history, you're surely sinking fast
C                              G
You say that you know that the good Lord's in control
C                    G                   F
He's gonna bless and keep your tired and oh so restless soul
   C                         G
But at the end of the day when every price has been paid
Am                        G             F
You're gonna rise and sit beside him on some old seat of gold
C                                   G
And won't you tell me why you live like you're afraid to die
C               G                F
You'll die like you're afraid to go


G        Am          G           F                C
Oh, it's time to let go of everything we used to know
Am              G                F
Ideas that strengthen who we've been
Am               G               F             C
It's time to cut ties that won't ever free our minds
Am                   G                    F
From the chains and shackles that they're in
Am                  G                     F
From the chains and shackles that they're in


Gm Dm Gm Dm
Gm Dm Gm Dm


C                                G
Well life is a dream 'cause we're all walking in our sleep
Am               G                   F 
You could see us stand in lines like we're dead upon our feet
C                                    G
And we build our house of cards and then we wait for it to fall
C                  G                    F           C
Always forget how strange it is just to be alive at all

Doa buat Atuk Ahmad.

2007-03-29T13:07:00.000+08:00

Ke Makam Atuk Ahmad.
(edited from Ke Makam Ibu-A. Samad Said)

...in loving memories, Ahmad bin Abu
(1927-March 26, 2007).

Kami mengunjungi pusara Atuk Ahmad,
Sunyi pagi disinari suria,
Wangi berseri puspa kemboja,
Menyambut kami mewakili keluarga.

Tegak kami di makam sepi,
Lalang-lalang tinggi berdiri,
Dua nisan terkapar mati,
Hanya papan dimakan bumi.

Dalam kenangan kami melihat,
Mesra kasih Atuk Ahmad menatap,
Sedang lena dalam rahap,
Dua tangan kaku berdakap.

Bibir Atuk Ahmad bersih lesu,
Pernah dulu mengucupi dahiku,
Kini kurasakan kasihnya lagi,
Meski jauh dibatasi bumi.

Nisan batu kami tegakkan,
Tiada lagi lalang memanjang,
Ada doa kami pohonkan,
Air mawar kami siramkan.

Senyum kemboja menghantar kami,
Meninggalkan makam sepi sendiri,
Damailah Atuk Ahmad dalam pengabdian,
Insan kerdil mengadap Tuhan.

*Al-Fatihah buat Allahyarham Ahmad bin
Abu....

In Commemorations of Leila. TheIntelligent Cat, ever. August 2005-March 2, 2007

2007-03-06T14:36:00.000+08:00

If I die tonight.
(originally done by too phat)

*Dedicated to the loving memory of Leila
August 2005-March 2nd, 2007*

(chorus)
If I die tonight
You know it'll be alright
Just smile for me
Reminisce the fond memories

If I die tonight
What would I do
On my last day
I know I'd wake early
In the morning for crack
Of dawn's last pray
Then probably go for breakfast
Like I used to do
Honey Frieskies PREMIUM
And a bowl of milk at ‘ruang-tamu’
In front of Abu.

And friends from way back
Neighborhood homies
Extended family
They only know me
As that same cat
With fleas on my head
Brown-white colors
Biting Ben’s PS2 cords,
Jumping off the Astro decoder,
Playing tricks on fools
Then I'd come back to the Belack’s crib
Curdling up a bit
Y'all know Belack’s room's messy
Though classy
Start ‘arrange’ my s**t
Line them up on the bed one by one
Start with the light green
And end them with the hard long
yellowish one,
Cover it with a Belack’s blanket
With the horrible smell of each dung
I think I know my homies
And who would clean which one
Get on Yoshie’s laptop
And holla' at everybody on his Frienster
list,
It's nearly noon
Gots to have lunch
With Shiro and the “family”
Then spend the last day
I don't know
Try do a million other things
Hoping somehow
Time will slow
I guess what
I'm trying to say is
Take everyday
Like it was your last
Work towards your dreams
Before you pass
And have a blast
While you at it
'Cause we don't know
When we go go
So make the best of it
Just keep it real to yourself
And to all people
If y'all lost somebody before
Remember there'll be a sequel …Chorus (2x)

Well if I die tonight
I wonder
Where I'll be tomorrow
Nobody cry please
Push away the sorrow
'Cause I ain't been
The best of cat
The best of pet
The best of Belack, Yoshie, Abu, Ben
And Peyhoon's last mate
The best of anything
Tell Shiro here's a last one

If I die tonight
Would I be forgiven
By Abu coz I steal his “ikan-bilis”
When I was livin'?
Those who I hurt their hearts
Took advantage of Yoshie
And even lied to Ben
Hug you all one last time
For forgiveness
Yeah I would like to

If I die tonight
Would Belack feel the loss?
Tomorrow would Shiro
call me for my breast milk
then suddenly... pause?

If I die tonight
I wonder who would get
To keep my “s**tting-spot”
Friskies, even my resting
place under Ben’s RAV4 too
Go to Abu’s balcony
”Meow-ing” every-cat from A to Z
Tell 'em this ain't Leila
She passed away last night
And pray she rest in peace

If I die tonight
Would you think of my cage
When you see blue
Wanted to clean it up this morning
But then I never knew

If I die tonight
What would happen to Shiro?
How long would it take
Before he kissed another mom?...
God damn...
When following Ben, Abu, Yoshi n Belack
to food joints
Would he still get
The same piece of chicken like I always do?
Things I wish I knew...Chorus 2X

A cute lil' thing
To many eyes
To us you were simply
A beautiful cat
We tell no lies
We went from
Picking up at “mamak stall”
To pals real tight
Rendezvous up while watching American
Chopper and
game between MU and Liverpool all night
Abu used to step on ur foot
And Ben nearly “roll” u with his jeep
Yoshie slammin' the door n nearly bang
ur head
And Belack almost spin u inside the
washing machine...

Remember after u gave birth to the three
kittens
You ran away, and became sick,
We rush u to the Vet at Equine Park
To see you get better even if it
cost us RM 180.

The last time
We met was '28 February
You feelin' upset at the Vet over...
something
We can't remember...
We never apologized
Till February 2nd 2007
When we heard you passed away
When we are deep in our sleep
Your loss taught us
Not to take our pets for granted
Small fever
Gotta rush them to the vet real quick
Death you never plan it
You're sorely missed down here Leila
Rest in peace
This too shall pass
But our true friendship will never cease..
Love..

Chorus (till end)

+ In Loving Memories +

Journal Evaluation #1

2007-02-13T02:57:00.000+08:00

Source: C.W. Wong 2005, ‘View each other as partners, not rivals’ On The Beat, pg 26,
Sundaystar August 7th 2005.

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View each other as partners, not rivals.

This expose was written by Wong Chun Wai, a journalist from the Star newspaper. Generally, this article talks about how Malaysian’s politic should be in today’s world which is co-operate between one parties to another regardless of ethnics, races, religion and background history of each citizens. The writer begins the topic by refreshing our mind on how history has proven that co-operation between all Malaysians can lead to triumph. For example, the write had given such names like Datuk Onn Jaafar, Tunku Abdul Rahman, Tun Dr. Mahathir Mohamad and our present Prime Minister-Dato Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi. It tells us how this great Malay leader of ours shows a true patriot by sharing their powers with the Chinese and Indians. The writer also credited Tun Ghafar Baba who has been known never uttered any hurtful remarks against other races.

Then the article touches on the collaboration between Chinese political parties with UMNO. It tells how in past MCA leaders such as Tun Tan Cheng Lock, Tun Tan Siew Sin and Tan Sri Wong Pow Nee were branded as running dog in the past by Labour Party leaders because they work with UMNO and in present times how PAS and DAP have continued to criticise such relations, dismissing the MCA and Gerakan as weak.

The article then talks on how today demographic changes and economic strength of Malaysian had lead to high collaboration between Malays, Chinese, Indians and other ethnics in Malaysia. It share how important this group effort in order to achieve a better returns.

* It's going to be our 50th anniversary of Independence, but sometimes i wonder, "kemerdekaan" ini untuk siapa?

A new beginning.

2007-01-26T02:57:00.000+08:00

Huuhh… this blogging kind of thing seems a lot harder than what I thought it would be. Really couldn't help it…I just froze right after i login to my account…its one of that feelings where you are dead-starving an went to McD but unexpectedly when the guy behind the counter asking for your order…you just stumped and end up with a cone of McFlurry on your right hand and a piece of tissue of the other. Seriously, you can ask me to calculate the loads of a 30 stories height condo, get rid of my friends' cat's craps or go to the lecturer and bull-shitting about why my model looks more like a car crash…….but writing a paragraph of what I've been driving around for the past 1 week is a natural catastrophic!! Its in my genes…there's nothing much that I can resolve =).

Well, today is the fourth day of my first week here in Limkokwing after enrolling for the second year. A lot of things has change….and the most prominent one is that starting from now on, there will be no more free printing services at the computer lab…. and this is disastrous!! This means that there will be no more free lyrics….no more two inches thick of free "Learning Japanese for Dummies" and above all, there'll be no more free SpongeBob posters….puff! Gone! Vanished! R.I.P! *sometimes I wonder, where in the world that all of our resource-fees were spent into…coz we have to pay for our own parking, have to buy for our own photocopy-card, pay for all of the printings, xeroxs our own lecture notes, and pay RM100 just for a trip to Batu Caves???? It’s a RM500 bills per student…and if you times it up with 3000 students, you'll get a total of RM 1.5 millions per semester!!! Where the hell that all of this money goes to??? Is stephanie marie lim expecting for a brand new 350Z????? It's insanely unacceptable!! Please, call somebody from BPR, KGB, M16 or something before he slaughters more Norman Foster and Donna Karin of tomorrow!!

I also experiencing some weird things here in my apartment. My wall is "leaking"!! Yes!! Leaking as "waters drip out from my wall"….its not just a "leaking"-leaking…..but trust me, the amount of water that seeps out from my wall can be pour into the spinning-drum and rinse off my laundry!!! Yeah, its damn scary and i really think that M. Night Shamalan should start a story bout this one.

Other than that, everything has been work-out pretty lovely. I've received my result, pass all of the modules taken in previous semester and able to proceed to 2nd year. There are lots of new-found faces around my class this semester….there's a group of geeks, a set of "kentel" kind of guys…and yeah….a flock of hot chicks!!! Yeah…words to the hot chicks =)

Till then….

p/s: Today me, Eddie, Andrew and Khing went for a tea at Old Town, Jusco Seri Kembangan. It’s a nice baba-and nyonya kind of kopitiam with a great interiors, decorated with tons of Yap Ah Loy's kind of portraits. I asked for an orange juice but the three Sunways forced me to give it a go at the "cold-cham"- (theoretically a fusion of iced coffee an tea)…. I've been thinking that this would be one nice evening's caffeine after a hectic day at college….but to my surprise, it turn out to be tasted one million percents like an iced Nescafe!!
Yeah, take it away…. I just can't believed it that I've paid $3.00 for a glass of nescafe!!! Its like spending 10 ringgit for a plate of "maggi goreng" that had been changed its name into "crouching tiger and hidden mee". Oh my God….why me????

101

2007-01-07T00:55:00.000+08:00

Brothers, friends, enemies, lend me your eyes & ears, I come to bury my ego, never to praise it. I've been thinking for this kind of thing since ...dunno...once upon a time ago, and finally manage to make this one come to life. Writing is not really my cup of tea...but, i feel gr8 bout 2007. Hopefully this one last.... Hav a nice day =)

"Beauty's where you find it"-Madonna.